Nearly third month of college?

..And 2 months since my last blog update! I'm closing into 3 months of college, and I feel like I went through a year of character development in 2 months. So I started doing stuff that I rlly never expected to do, which is DIY clothing and changing my fashion style a lot. I'm really starting to fall into grunge alt styles but I did buy my first subcul shirt— when i have money lolita dresses will be mine.

So something abt me is I hate spending money (its funny cus i love making money but hate spending it) and i used to be a uniqlo demon bc it was cheap, but they create some pretty good long lasting clothing. Despite uniqlo being fast fashion i think building my closet initially off of them as a little jit and bc my parents bought it for me growing up was not so bad, because Im still wearing many many uniqlo pieces from 3-4 yrs ago. But moving to a university in suburb america spawns in the desire to just start thrifting and listening to midwest emo i guess, because i basically go to goodwill every week just to window shop and stare at stuff. Im super conscious abt stuff like overconsumption and greed but ive discovered retail therapy (ugh i hate this pop psych tiktok ah term) kind of works! Ive mainly been buying secondhand off of mercari, and selling pieces i no longer need on depop, im giving poshmark a shot but holy shit the bots are bad. I also found the funniest shirt at goodwill the other day

ASTOLFO T SHIRT I copped it for 4 bucks, washed it really really really really really really really good bc u dont wanna take any risks and then i wear it to bed now. I bought some bleach, fabric paint, and am planning on stencil bleaching and drawing on those uniqlo t shirts and other clothes i dont care about. Im rlly excited to edit and diy my clothes. My music taste has always been weird but atp it may be the weirdest its been at. Here r the two playlists i mainly use rn

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/66oy0XcA0YowzrLJlSvoCa?si=19dda98198b346fe This one is for crazy trance jumpstyle idek how to explain it music

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2asQX1MzCjQm5dLFoNBy5q?si=15ae0cafa70c48a6 This one is literally called shower motivation cus its a joke with my roomates i put this playlist on blast when i shower. It was supposed to only be the first 6 songs, a playlist i made when i was depressed and exhausted af, uh rolling girl and young girl a and my r right next to each other definitely says something. But after those 6 songs, the playlist just became vkei because i started going heavy into vkei. Arlequin's hakaana is a song i had on loop ages ago before i even knew they were vkei, i love the vocal fry in the beginning and then the switch up. Ive been aware of vkei for a while and always thought they looked odd, but one day i fell asleep in the library studying and i woke up to malice mizer and i thought i was ascending to heaven, or maybe the afterlife because the song was gekka no yasoukyoku. I knew of mana sama since a bit ago bc his gothic lolita is GOATED and hes 50 yrs old but i didnt know just how hard malice mizer was . i listen to them on soundcloud or by downloading their mp3 bc the person on spotify is posing as them

UPDATE FROM NEXT DAY: UGH I IGOT SICK AGAIN THIS IS THE THIRD TIME IN 3 MONTHS wtf IS MY IMMUNE SYSTEM THAT DELICATE OR AM I GETTING SOME MYSTERY ENGINEERING CLASS GERMS FROM MY CLASSMATES!!!!!!!!!!!! And all the sudden the weather is like suddenly 30 degrees F and the winds are so fucking strong and the weather is crazy holy shit its gonna snow next week, not to mention i lost my umbrella twice. i ltierally bought a new one last week and today i dont have it and i got rained on as i was on my way to my chem exam. rn ts sucks

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